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Is it raining in your heart?
yes its raining~
but its a gentle shower ~
and every raindrop is like a pearl
gently falling from the sky
and softly collecting in a pool
sending ripples of silver across the top of it
and in my heart is a tree
catching drops as they fall from the sky
holding on to them by the fingertips
and when the sun shines on it
every drop looks like diamonds
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dont look at me that way
dont come around to see me
i dont want you near me
you make me feel so insecure
i just want to be alone
i feel so confused
i need to figure things out
im so lost at where i am in my life
i need someone to guide me
but i dont want you to
i feel so ashamed of myself
for not trying harder
im so scared and im so anxious
about nothing in particular
that matters to you
so dont come around
cause i dont want to hear your banter
you mean too much to me
and what you say can hurt
and dont bother asking
cause you should already know
ill always give you the same answer
you wear me out
just go away
im not okay but i wont tell you that
so dont look at me that way
or come around to see me
your presence intimidates me
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im so weary
im dragging my feet along in endless circles
but in the end im getting no where
it feels like this is the end
like theres no way out for me
but im still looking for the sunrise
im tired of watching sunsets
i never wanted this to happen
im not the type to give up
i just let it all happen, did nothing to stop it
went with the flow
now this is where i am
standing on the edge and im about to fall
im so scared and im too tired
to even reach for my dreams
its easier to do nothing than to try
its not the doing it thats the hard part
its the getting down to it
in the end im still searching for something more
even though i already know what i want
wish it could be easier, wish i kept trying from the beginning
but apathetic days and bullshit people brought me down
know it wasnt their fault, it was all up to me
it always takes away the pain, giving others the blame
i dont want to try anymore
i dont want to work hard
i dont want to let my beloved ones down
i just want it
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I cant stand the fact that your gone
when reality no longer feels real
its hard not to believe this isnt a dream
i just need to hear your voice right now
just one more touch, a kiss, a hug
to feel your warmth once more
i dont know if i miss you yet
nothings been able to sink in
but I know i miss your face
your smile, your laugh, your songs
you brought music into my life
the memories will remain
but the sounds will fade
as time comes to pass
maybe i will realise what i have lost
but for now your just still round the corner
one step away, one call away, one touch.
i miss you dad, and i will always be,
your little one.
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About Honour
"Ever worried about what the world thought of you?"
"Nope. I only worry about what I think of me."
"What do you think about you?"
"That I am a broken-eyed, converse-reject-wearing wise ass."
"Really? And what do you call yourself?"
"I call me proud."
"What do you call yourself?"
"I am the grade school version of the heartbroken girl, who can't play the guitar so she strums a ukulele instead, who can't paint so she draws terrible pictures in graphite that keeps giving way."
"I see you doing it again. Put the fucking pen down right now and stop it."
"Stop what?"
"Doing that."
"What? I was just writin-"
"You're cutting yourself to pieces with shark-toothed words again. Just because a sword is a beautiful, glittering object of honour doesn't mean it always has an honorable purpose."
"Do you really think I am a sword?"
"Nope. I think you're beautiful, glittering object of honour. And the thing with honour is, it makes the world turn to stare in awe."
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JVolSkies Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav :)
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